Anie (please don't call me Mel),

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An Empty Street, an empty house, a hole inside my heart~

So today finally came…. I had to say goodbye to Surrey. It maybe forever, it may not, who knows… but whatever it is… it will be for a long period of time.

Over the past 96 hours (yes, thats 4 days, for anyone who is questioning the duration), i have gone through periods of sadness, depression, frustration, and a whole myraid of emotions.

a lot of things can happen in 96 hours.. certain things i cannot disclose.. not here, not like this…. but within this 96 hours… i’ve had to slowly say goodbye, one by one, to 9 people whom i treated as family whilst here… i’ve had forcefully pack my things into a luggage that is all too small… i’ve had to leave a place i called home for almost 5 months.. 

I cant count the amount of times i have cried in the confinements of my room, or the times i have supressed my emotions with my housemates.. but these 96 hours have been hard.. REALLY HARD.

I dont know when i will get better.. i dont know when i will get over it… and i have a pretty damn good idea why im feeling this way… 

right now, its like i want to be home, yet i still cannot process the idea that i have already left guildford.. my mind is in a state of confusion and shock… i need to get out of this funk before i head to Korea and Japan.. 

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in many ways its very stupid.. i mean.. i knew this wasnt going to last forever. i knew there was an expiration date.. i could have prepared myself for this.

But something in those last 96 hours.. or even before that.. something in that last week just made it THIS MUCH HARDER… i really couldnt have prepared myself for that.. no amount of preperation could have readied me for that.. that few moments.. it changed everything…

its stupid really…. i should just forget about all of this and move on with life.

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you will never EVER know how i really feel

you will never EVER know how i really feel

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and it will continue to be… but as someone once said… dont take life too seriously.. no one comes out alive anyway.

and it will continue to be… but as someone once said… dont take life too seriously.. no one comes out alive anyway.

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